My beautiful Mother,
I’ve been on the medication a week and a half now, and I’ve noticed a few
changes for the better. I've been doing yoga and meditation and walking daily, which helps and is bringing me back to the present moment. There have been some moments of hope and peace creeping back in, mixed
with the torture of dread in others. But overall, I am letting myself believe
that I will get back to myself. That time and patience is all I need. And to
remember that life is a good. The good, the bad, and the ugly. It’s all a
beautiful wonderful gift to be lived as best we can in each and every single
moment. So that is what I’m trying to focus on mom. Staying in the moment.
And having faith. Faith that I will be okay, faith that this will all end, and
faith that the magic and wonder and peace that I am longing for will be mine,
very very soon. I know you want that for me mom, so stay with me. Help me
remember that time will heal. That this too shall pass. That life is what you
make it, and each moment comes with a choice. There is nothing to fear. Life
is beautiful. All I need is inside me.
Your loving daughter.
xo
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