Mom

If you are out there, and I know you are.

Please help me through this storm.  Please let me stand firmly, against the waves and tides, let me hold onto love, faith and hope.  And please shoulder some of this for me.  I need you mom.   More than I've ever needed you before.  You can help me by showing me the way, help me come out of this, helping to ease this pain in whatever way you can.

Please mom, help me through and out the other side.  It is time mommy.  I am yours, I am listening, I am ready to hear....

Please tell me what to do.